From where I can start. I have lots of things surrounding me can’t stop my mind to remember & can’t control my heart to feel him. What is happening is this I miss him! No way it’s all the nonsense now; I used to feel that he is my close friend to whom I have something but precious moment I shared with. Which is good memories, unending without any action but can feel the relationship ever & ever but things is not as I used to feel from him now!! Its nth as time changed because he was never my friend to whom I used to share, understand , care & feel if he was, he used 2 not hurt me the way he is doing me now!! I know, he knows our track is different but we were friends forever so I was hoping to continue this strong relationship but it was so weak & senseless. Though I had already said him if by situation I couldn’t contact u or something like that don’t act negative coz I will be missing u a lot but no words stored nor any sense work in good way, its been 1 month .. Now he talks to me like unknown. Avoid!! Its ok fine I think it is his style coz he have lots of friends now but why? me fool lady jus keeping him in my mind. I know loving persons & special friends are always there by the side in every life time’s hope so I am still caring him.

I heard truth is hidden which go on there will be no any words to convey good bye without unending line. There was lots of suspense’s came to destroy our friendship but I thought we r truth, we have pure relation which feel so close to say my friend. Now Colorful sadness covering me, why why why?? He is trapping in my heart which feels so hurt to feel coz he is no more friend of mine!! Is that the reason I have my boyfriend so he is avoiding me to be friend?? He knew everything as I have shared him before. Ya there was the time with my bf. We used to have short communication lots of gap left towards us… With arguments & misunderstand only. My bf & I were not as now I used to spend my almost time with my friend. We used to laugh, eat, walk, talk, angry, care etc together well, I don’t know about him but my friendship was complete. I had told him, if we have to live in different track, don’t think negative. Don’t feel me bad nor will I. I have faith in our relation who feel so pure to say my friend Coz our friendship can never understand by this world we r truth so we will continue ever once I used to like him also it may be my mistake or infatuation with close one. But I never took him as my bad sense after departing period he expressed his love to me.

I understand, but that moment was not as before because I have my bf that is back in my loving world. He was caring me a lot on that time… also support me which I am feeling from my bf but friend I can understand u too… your feeling I will accept it. U were there when I was searching good friend, u were there when I want to share u because u r special so I always want to see u up & up with all love & memories we have lived with!! If I used to feel negative by your purposed I used to act u wildly & stop talking but I didn’t do it that I just accept it in good way in positive way & try to grand all those love & care as true friend do!! I did what my heart says coz it was my friendship I never ever have b4 so I salute it!! Thanks for all. Though it was sour in the end…! U used to say me nice suggestion for me & my life as well as me & my bf to continue love life in 1 month u will be change for me I never thought it. It may be my careless to have faith more in u & your friendship. But its true u never took me in truth friend circle so u can’t understand me & life situation now… U r good if u feel u r right its ok don’t ever loss hope like me, friend be always wonderful as u r now. May u get thousands of success in each step by steps that’s for your true friendship… Hello I am not making any emotion… But it is the words coming straight from my heart which is pouring towards u, I don’t know u who but just going & going…

Its 2 am now !!Lets see what will be again but I will not disturb him anymore if I do he can’t concentrate his work. May he get all happiness for which he deserves it!! Where he is? What he thinks me? Now it doesn’t matter me coz I have realized reality he have lots of friends now so he is enjoying. God bless him & take care of his health!! Good bye for his thoughts I know he will be on my memory list but I should not keep him in my thoughts if so I could not control my missing point!! Everything is over now but friend be same as u r dear, last word just what he wish he did for which I am happy. My words are silence which is untold… but will be fresh ever!! Go now, leave now, make me forget god! Is this friendship!! Which hurts me a lot give pain if I feel… go from my eye never come in my dream. I am also avoiding him as he is doing now help me to do it my god!! Good bye… Good bye… Good bye… no way!!

Orginally posted by Jyoti at EducationSansar.com